Dear Little B this is your year
Dear Little B, I'm sending my love through this post knowing for now it is the only way you will get it. I wish I could typed it up on some beautiful stationary for someone in your orphanage to read but I can not, so for now I will put my thoughts here and hope and pray someday soon you will be able to read it.
The new year is about to begin in just a couple of days and I wish you knew what was in store for you this year. You have a family working really hard on trying to raise enough money to bring you home. I am praying this is something that will not delay even a minute of you getting out of the orphanage. Sadly enough it is something that holds back a lot of families from coming to get children who have no family. Lucky for you I am a believer. It won't be long and we (your family) can share the Good News of Jesus Christ. We will be able to share what God did for us to save us. He is an amazing God who asked me to take this journey. He asked me to invite Daddy into that decision and with the little faith I had he said "Yes". Little B there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I'm always wondering: what time is it there where you are, did someone make you laugh today, did you get a warm meal, is there someone who loves you and hugs you? I've gotten news lately that the kids in your orphanage are well taken care of and I'm so thankful for that. So here is a glimpse of what we have in store for you besides a BIG family waiting to love you.
Your daddy~ He is so sweet. He loves hugs. He loves the outdoors and on any given day he will take you on a walk in the woods that is just outside the doors. Don't worry if you get tired he will put you in a backpack and carry you. He will show you all sorts of things in the nature bugs, worms, snakes under our snake boards and much much more. Oh and he has tons of patients so its likely he will help you learn to ride a two wheeler. Oh, he also will hold on tight until you are ready for him to let go.
Your big sister~ She is so so special. She loves little kids and quit frankly I believe it is one of the special gifts God has given her. She is a perfectionist with the messiest room ever, but she will jump at a chance to surprise you by cleaning your room. So you will always have help. In fact you will have help with everything because she is always willing to lend a hand to anyone.
Your other Sister~ So sweet. She will love reading you stories; boy I hope I will get a chance to read to you before bed but either way we have tons of books for you. She will also show you the chickens and let you help collect eggs. When ever you can't find her she will be in the chicken coop hanging out.
Oh my! you big brother; He is full of energy and funny!! Super funny and goofy. He will make you laugh little B. He will make you forget about any sorrows. Your going to love your big brother.
Now for me little B; your mommy. I will love you unconditionally...I promise. I will love you for who you are. I will be here when you are hurt, I will be here when you need someone to be on your side. I will always be in your corner. I will make the long trip up stairs and tuck you in every night well, unless you bat those big brown eyes and ask to sleep with me. I'm a sucker for kiddos next to me at night. I will be the one who greets you with a "Good Morning" and a hug every morning.
There is one last thing you should know about your new family. The family hug. When we hug we all say "eezzz", even daddy and I say "eezzz" when we hug. Its the Plummer hug and I can't wait to give you one.
You will go to school in the fall. Although we have always homeschooled we will send you a couple of days a week so you can get some much need therapy. This will be really hard for me to send you but it will be good for you. You will have some friends there and I am sure they will love you like we do.
We finished your room last week. Its a room every little girl deserves with fairies and flowers and all sorts of girly stuff. Also when you turn the lights off at night there are glowing stars on the ceiling. You have a doll house all set up for your little hand to play with. Your sisters filled your shelf with stuffties and dolls. Your closet is full of cloths and your dresser cabinet is full of books.
We are waiting for you. You are loved and wanted. We will continue to pray for Gods provision. We will continue to pray for people to open their hearts and be willing to help. Little B I'm not sure if anyone has ever told you about God but He is who we follow. He is who we trust. I want you to know he promised to me that there would be enough people who would love and care for you and it is them who will help bring you home. It is He who will not abandon us or you. He tells us in Hebrews 13:5 Don't love money; be satisfied with what you have. For God has said, "I will never fail you. I will never abandon you."
Little B I am happy for what I have. I will not ever fail or abandon you. There is nothing I want more than what God has given me and I am ever so humbled that he has given me you. I know he will never abandon us, He will bring you home.
We love you Little B and can not wait till we hold you in our arms.
Love Mommy
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